15 August 2010

indahnya akhlak dia.....

"Cinta itu cahaya sanubari,
kurniaan tuhan fitrah insani
dan dimana terciptanya cinta
disitu rindu bermula
semua kerana cinta yang pahit manis dirasa
menghibur nestapa merawat duka damai di jiwa...
terpadam api benci permusuhan terjalinlah kasih sayang
begitulah cinta yang diidamkan tanpa nafsu yang dicemarkan"
[mestica]


there's a vast difference between LIKE and LOVE....
usually we always make mistake in deciding whether we LIKE it or we LOVE it...
as for me...i still cant decide whether i like him or i love him....

i dont want to like you
and i dont want to fall in love with you
that's the fact because...
trettttt too many reasons
but somehow...
ada ketenangan di situ
akhlak yang indah
kata-kata yang sentiasa menyedarkan kekhilafan diri
aku terpikat
terpikat dengan peribadinya...
namun siapalah aku untuk mendekati
terasa kerdil diri ini...


wahai lelaki...contohilah yusuf itu...
binalah akhlak mu agar dapat menjadi khalifah sejati...

the least i can do is to be a better muslimah so that i can get someone as good as you
there's still lots of thing to be done to be at the same par with you..

Touch the sky





As life goes on,
I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

13 August 2010

SK Seri Indah :D

School Experienced



our first S.E is in this school... SK Seri Indah...bak kata seorang sahabat dr IPG TB... Semuanya indah2 belaka...hihihi
This time, i dont want to describe what i've been doing in this school yet..
but i want to share something interesting that happened this morning
at 7.30am on the 13th of August 2010...
hehehhe


This picture is one of the support staff at SK Seri Indah. ..known as Pak cik bakar.. He asked me to candid him giving bread crumbs to this pigeon...nice one... all the birds here is very friendly..
when i saw him giving bread crumbs, it reminds me of the time in trafalgar square.... lots of pigeon...
but this is not what i want to share with u...there is another interesting thing today...
hehehhe



TADAAAA!!!!




cute heh diz lil fellow???
heheh but poor him...
sepandai2 tupai melompat, akhirnya kena kurung dalam sangkar..
huahua
he's soo cute!
this is called musang pandan....
i was told by the gardener...
kata mereka..
ini anak musang...
bapak dan mak musang bermaharajalela di sekolah menengah di sebelah SK Seri Indah..
hehhee
cam funny je..
anak2 g skola rendah...mak ngan ayah g skola menengah
hey children~look at this lil fella...
he also wants to study..
but u guys keep skipping school..
aiyohhh
diz lil fella really attract me as i never in my life seen a musang@ fox..
huahuahua
the one i used to see is on the tv..but not a real one..
sooo cute!
and guess what?
when i keep saying "eee chumeelllnya!"
then the HM responds,
"amek la bwa balik...bela kt maktab..kenangan dr SK Seri Indah"
chill giler lah HM skola SK Seri Indah..
and for sure la we all burst out with laughter kan..
hehehhe
gonna miss this school for its warm and friendly environment...
:)

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12 August 2010

Love letter

Unforgettable Love...

"And all the roads that lead you there were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you But I don't know how" - Oasis

suddenly i feels like blogging back...

There are many things that i would like to say but i dont know how...
and maybe...the best way i can do is to send a LOVE LETTER to ALLAH....

With all the pain lingering inside..
i keep praying that
if i am going to fall in love again...Allah, plz let me love the person who loves you first. ahead of everything...
"Ya Allah..andai aku ditakdirkan jatuh cinta, labuhkanlah cinta ku kepada dia yang terlebih dahulu melabuhkan cintanya kepadaMu Ya Allah"

Jauhkanlah juga aku dari cinta nafsu dan cinta syaitan....sesungguhnya aku rindu akan keredhaan dan ketenangan dari Mu ya Allah...

Ya Allah..bantulah aku untuk memelihara cinta ini sebaiknya...
Aminn...

11 August 2010

coming back is not a good idea

MESS?
not that messy...
but somehow, ur presence makes me think a lot...
sometimes, i just wonder..
why must you come back?
its been a year..
i'm glad to hear from you..
but ur presence only worsen what is already worst....
i've been thinking about you and how we used to be back then....
all the memories keep coming back one by one....
its hard when the one you are fighting with is your self...
you don't know how much i've put my effort to continue living...
and yeah~i oso dunno how you've been doing..
cant say anything bout it oso..
but u seems happy living with ur new life..
maybe you can already accept ur fate eh?
:) hope so...
hmm luahan pelangimalam....
its hurt to let everything go....
it hurt me more when u come back and start reminiscing the good old days we used to have...
i like it when i know u still remmber..but at the same time..it oso hurt me...
what are you trying to say dear u?
hope that you will live well...
thz for dropping by...i'm glad..
but now..u r making it worst when i cant continue walking....
all the pain is coming back after all the hard work i put to seal everything deep inside...
well~it wont do anything ayte even though how much i sighed...
live well..


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