pernah rasa ke?

pernah rasa sedih?

gosh! it's a lie ok if u said u never felt sad....

its normal for every living things...

even animals oso know how to show sad expression.....

dang!

but pernah rasa sedih sampai demam2?????

iskt!

bila hati x sihat,jiwa pun lemah....

sedih tak hengat dunia...

smua bnda jd x kena...

semangat pun luntur...

semlm sedih x hengat dunia...

tears keep falling down...

nak cari incik pencetus senyuman...

tapii dia bz~xnk la ggu....huk2

last2...dalam usaha memaksa diri untuk tdow..

nangis sengsorang...

bongok sangat...

and bangun pagi ni...

feeling a lil bit feverish..

sakit tekak...

headache and hella feelings that could have been feel..

apsal  sedih sgt?

asalnya hanya sebab seekor kucing...

bonnie mati T.T

bonnie is munet;s cat...

and it looks exactly like my late cat...

few weeks ago..

i went to munets houz and i really enjoy playing with bonnie...

rasa rindu terubat gtu dkt joey....

but then semlm dpt news die da mati... T.T

rasa sedih x hengat....

rasa macam semua benda yang cik pelangi suka dan sayang..

semua kena amek...

then what is left for me down here?

dang

that's why i dun want to have special feelings or just feelings like sayang2 gtu dgn sesapa pun...

sakitttt T.T

huuuuuuu

sayang auntie chom..

allah da amek...

sayang tok mak like hell...the only one i can show my love....

pun allah dah amek...

joey my cat...the only place i owez share my feelings with....

(xyah pelik la klau cik pelangi kongsi sedih2 n hepy2 news dgn kitty...kdg2 kitty is better than human ok!)

and allah already taken my joey... :(

then i have kayzier...

next top beloved things in life...

and...

fate has put it line for us...

he's gone....

ermmm writing this entry itself oready gives me a migrain...

effin sad lah...

and i cant deny that..

bcoz what has happened between kayzier and me....

i really am afraid to love and be love again...

i am afraid of being left alone....

and the feelings evolve day by day..

it getting worst....

i can feel that....

sigh~

not a good entry eh for a new year..

it start with a sad story... :(