26 March 2011

thy love

i am supposed to write a reflection for EDUC 260..but now,i am doing a reflection for my self n my life...
wuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

After a long days,weeks n months of not arguing with sum1..
*to be specific, my senior TER...*
finally, we had our chance to exchange our oppinion..
ouh we owez did that before when i was still at maktab..

he is owez being the one with neutral oppinion and i owez be the biased one..(it's a compliment)
yeah~ i know i am bad..
ouh er, aq tulis entry ni bkn sentap dgn ko taw...aq ske je tukar2 oppinion dgn ko ^^

beruang tdow..mls nk layan cik pelangi daa XD
it's just that, through the conversation,
byk aq dpt figure out...
aq sgt skeptical..
aq cepat tacing..
aq ske jump into conclusion...
aq ske emo terlebih..
haizzzz

aigohh~

ini sangat tak bagus..
dan tuan punya badan ni sangat rasa bersalah kt mr wombat 
:( huk2
slalu lepas geram kt dia..
slalu jump into conclusion..
slalu tacing bla dia gurau over limit..... (tp ska bila dia gurau2 ^^ )
slalu shut off fb chat/skype/ym tbe2 bla mrh..
slalu ape lagi ek???

hmmm
tapi tu la..
nak say sorry...kat awakk...
tapi arini awak bz en..ada nk g function bagaii..huuuu
nk tggu awk balik function,da x mmpu..by that time sni da pagi...
orang nak minx maaf 
sebab 
selalu
bwad awk serabut
bwad awk stress
bwad awk letih nk pujuk sy
bwad awk pening cane nk hepykn sy

sy nak awak tawuu...

sy bersyukur dapat kenal awak
sy ske awak...
sy respect kesabaran awakk..
sy salute ketenangan awak...
sy ske bile tbe2 tgk status update awk yg mcm stress nk kena pujuk syy (okehh *_* perasan skejap..awk stress esemen je kannn~~~)
dan sy ske biler dpt extra attention dr awk ^^

kwn2 ckp..
sy bertuah kenal awk
sy bertuah dpt org cam awk

diorg cakap
awk sweet...
awk baik...
awk one of the kind...


saya plak respond?
sy sengih2...
sy kdg2 x phm mksd diorg..
ape yg bestnye?
bertuah celah mna??
macam2 persoalan sy pk...

tapi tu la manusia slalu lupa untuk bersyukur...
sy pun slalu lupa...
sy harap pas ni akn ada org yg sudi tlg ingat2kan sy unt bwa bersyukur...

td bile awk bz dan bg sedas 'ayat' kt sy..
sy rsa 'haa amek kau azie.pdn muka!emo sgt'
tp xde plak rsa nk mrh kt awk...
sbb sy tahu sy slh siang td...huhuhu
tp sedih sket kot..
sbb rindu awak...huhuhuhu
bila call rumah,diorg pun bz..call awak..awk pun bz...
haishh mane x frust~

dan bila awk lyn sy gtu td..
baru sy sdr. kembali.
sy bertuah kenal awk..
paling penting,
awk penyabar..
bila sy mrh2..
awk ttp pujuk2 sy...pjuk smpai sy terpujuk...

cra awk pjuk?
kdg2 nk tergelak
tp kira ok la tu..da bleh nk gelak mknanya da xmrh sgt la.. XD
sy paling suka bila awk slalu sapot sy...

bila sy stress dgn keje,dgn manusia2 yg ada..
awk slalu ready nk dgr sy luah..
tp sy xnk...
awk suh gak luah sbb awk kta x baek pendam...
citer la kat awak...

hmm x ke bertuah badan namanye tu...

ingat sng ke nk cr org yg kta syg dan dlm msa yg sma sudi jd bestfren kta?
slalunya human tend to distinguish those two relationship..
bestfren dan lover slalu dipisahkan..

isk awk..pnjg plak sy bwad kerepek..
tu la...
akhir kalam..
nak cakap...
sorry laa bwad awk serabut~~



syg awak <3


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