coming back is not a good idea

MESS?

not that messy...

but somehow, ur presence makes me think a lot...

sometimes, i just wonder..

why must you come back?

its been a year..

i'm glad to hear from you..

but ur presence only worsen what is already worst....

i've been thinking about you and how we used to be back then....

all the memories keep coming back one by one....

its hard when the one you are fighting with is your self...

you don't know how much i've put my effort to continue living...

and yeah~i oso dunno how you've been doing..

cant say anything bout it oso..

but u seems happy living with ur new life..

maybe you can already accept ur fate eh?

:) hope so...

hmm luahan pelangimalam....

its hurt to let everything go....

it hurt me more when u come back and start reminiscing the good old days we used to have...

i like it when i know u still remmber..but at the same time..it oso hurt me...

what are you trying to say dear u?

hope that you will live well...

thz for dropping by...i'm glad..

but now..u r making it worst when i cant continue walking....

all the pain is coming back after all the hard work i put to seal everything deep inside...

well~it wont do anything ayte even though how much i sighed...

live well..