26 October 2009

it has been quite a long time....

IT HAS BEEN QUITE A LONG TIME...

yeah..it has been quite a long time since i last blogging.
not that i didnt visit my blog.but i just dont know what to write..
hmm my exam is just around the corner..
wish me luck babeh...

well,today our institute had held a sports day tournament..
we have to get up at 5am cuz we need to assemble at 6.30am.
demn early dude..
but i doesnt mind at all..
once a year aite?:D

ouh babe,there's daggers in my heart..
it keeps pounding fast and it send me to a new feeling.
how am i suppoz to respond to this feeling?
im juz doing it for fun...
but somehow,the feelings evolves...
what should i do?

i dun want to get into trouble AGAIN!
trouble and 'trouble' are not in my list rite now.
but i juz can't resists it.
i tried to act normal.
but i fall for thy smile...
sometimes i was wondering...
what gets into me?
what's sooo special bout thy person...
i dun find him that interesting or fits into my list.
attitude?hmmm *thinking*
physically alluring *gasp!* nehhh
thy smile *yeah!!!yeah!*
buttt is dat all??
izit enof?urghh i juz cant understand myself.
lantakla...TAWAKALTU A'LALLAH

anyway,i was having fun today at the sports day...
hihihih i am sooo mean..
zie..kenapalaaa kau kuat ngusik orang?
kau nak ngusik..tapi kau malu..
kau ni pelikklaa...
aduyaii...

good news... i was having fun watching him taking part in most of the event...
*gasp* he wass soo demn good and atheletic...cant be denied...even my rumate oso agrees with me..hakhak *evil laugh*
ijay told me about his participation in one of the events...
jeng2 >:)) my evil horn suddenly appears from nowhere...
*best ni ngusik...naseb kau laa blalang..spa suh pemalu sgt...*

monolog dalaman:

tapi tepk jugak la...
apa la kau zie..ada ke kau g kcau anak teruna org..
tebalik da ni...da xde keje laen nk usik anak org?

*laughing*

common babeh..tak kan nk usik anak beruang en...beh bek usik anak org..atleast x kna cop gila...haha
i do care bout people's perception or to be true, his perception of my way in introducing myself...well, i loved to be different...*kna tanggung lerr*
izit wrong to make fwenz?xkn?
usik x bermakna suka smpai thp nk bercinta en?
aku ske je usik nuaq,ijay...tp x becinta pun. *sorry nama naek* :D
bkn diorg je mangsa aku...
yana,ean,nine,abg hensem,hyst,sue,hafiz,emir,ekhsan,ody,faez,nuaq,rizal,yanie...
haa amek smua list..
smua mangsa aku nyakat..
pakcik2 aku pn kna taw..

tapiiiii
one thing yg bosan dgn typical men ni...
asal sembang sket mula la prasan nk ngorat..
eshk2 common babeh..
we are living in 21st century..
there's no such thing anymore...
and dont be prejudice towards women and dont practice inequality...*cewahhh ayat ss n es ni*
x smua perempuan sma meh...

hey buddy...i juz wanna be frenz with u..
tapi 19thn hidup di bumi ALLAH swt ni...
andalah manusia yang paaaaaaaaaling sombonk kot?and susah nk dibuat kawan...
slalunye klau zie sniri open nk be frenz with sum1...cepat je mesra..
but you??
ohhh my god..
anak raja pun x sombonk n susah unt didekati cam u...
aku yg pelik atau dia yg pelik?
eshk2

kee cara aku stat persahabatan salah?
aku x ske la old style nye nk bersahabat.
aku bukan pkai cara face to face jumpa saying 'hye!nak kenal leh?my name ...'
LAME gilerrr... i do it my STYLE...
u ni lack sense of humour ke ek?
liat tol...lagi liat...laaaaaaaagiiii nak kcau...:D
ada sethn g!kna rncg unt satu thn nye plan ni...

hak2
ok2 that's gud news..i was having fun teasing him..
what i did??ouhh let it be my secreto myamor... ;)

bad news!!!!
shoot man...
IDENTITI TERBONGKAR!!!
sshoot!!!shoot!!!shoot!!!shoot!!!
maluuuuuu seh....
dia da taw...mslhnya...dia pura2 tak tahu...
betul2 la kura2....
kura2 dalam perahu..pura2 xtahu...
pas tu mesti dia judge aku nya prangai...eshk2
xleh bwad gila2 da...malu2
aku keliru menjadi buntu...
eh tu lagu...:D
errr tp btol la..
aku keliru...
aku pun nk pura2 tak tahu dia tahu keee
aku bwad cam aku tahu dia tahu...
ngeeee

which one is more fun ek?
yang mna lebih risky and most important, its fun and can make a great memories???
hmmmm

what will happen if i tell him that i knew he knew who i am...?
a) the frenship wen dull?
b) i'll loz interest to make fwen with him?
c) we will stop being fwen?
d) we will pretend not to know each other again?

aaaa tu je ke ek consequences die?

wut if i pretend that i didnt know that he knew which one is me?
ngeeeeee

a) the games continue *of coz*
b) continue teasing each other?
c) he will continue 'evaluating' ma attitude? *x leh biar..*
d) he'll start making rumours bout me?? *ohhh no!!!mati die aku pancunk*
e) ada pendapat kah wahai saudara saudari pembaca??

sila tinggalkan pendapat...ngee

hidup tanpa teman ibarat hidup tanpa senyuman dan tangisan...
uuuuu~mendalam seh..

biar sakit,asalkan bermakna..
biar sedih asalkan bersama..
saat awan mendung berlalu..
kan ku peluk sang pelangi
hiasan tika kita bersuka...

frenz mean frenz babeh...xlebih x kurang...
senyum sokmo!
kdg2 ada hati yg terhibur dgn senyuman kita...
besarnya pahala buat org laen terhibur...
wlau teda niat..tapi andai gembira hadir mengganti duka...
we should embrace it

"sesungguhnya tidak beriman seseorang kamu yang tidak menyayangi manusia laen sperti saudaranya sendiri..."


no prejudice are aloud!

1 comment:

chris_lim said...

welcome back. Neways, good luck in ur exams.

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