Final Destination and words

sunday mornink..
"dreaming of you makes me high...."

was packing my bag to go back to my college...
not at heart actually...
dun feel like going back..
feelin safe living ryte here with my buddies...
Have friends to laugh around...have friends to lend their ears..
Have friends to give hugs...have friends who understand me in and out...
Thanks buddies...

(TRIBUTE TO : Yanie,Nik,Nine,Hafiz,Emir,Faiz,Ekhsan,Fatin,Yan,Hyst,Kertz,Su yang sentiasa bergelak ketawa berduka bersama tak kira susah ke senang...Best frens are forever...korang x kan dapat dicari ganti walau beribu batu terpisah..walau nyawa dipisahkan dari jasad, korang tetap the best..mungkin korang x sedar apa kebaikan yg korang da buat...tp trust me guys,kehadiran korang make a big different in my life...masalah x semestinya diluahkan..ckupla dgn kehadiran teman2 yg sudi bergembira dan bersedih bersama tanpa mempersoalkan kenapa perlu gtu..syggg korang sgt2...)

my breath fall out the glass..
i wont hesitate anymore...
open up your mind and see like me...
this is what's Allah wants...
This is the best for all of us...
tried to repair everything....
but i think i had enough...
i dont want you...
You hurt me enough...
I'm the one who keep standing firm with the promises..
not you...
All the promises have lost with time...

Wont turn my head even there's headlight given...
you have lost me forever...i repeat FOREVER!
for that called might be a signal from god
to know something that i dont know...

Forget me dearly...
I was begging you not to go...
But you did...
Now, you have lost me forever...
I'm accepting this fate...

Verily after each difficulties..god knows what best for you..
The time has come where you should throw your doubt and replace it with faith...

excerpt from La Tahzan by Dr Aidh bin Abdullah Al Qarni

"Wahai org yg matanya selalu digenangi air mata,hentikan aliran air matamu itu dan berikan kenikmatan kepada kedua matamu itu.Tenanglah, kerana anda berhak mendapatkan pelindungan daripada Allah SWT dan pemeliharaan dan kebijaksanaanNya.Tenanglah kerana Qadha' telah selesai,kebijaksaan telah dirumuskan,rintangan sudah dapat dihilangkan,otot-otot kekuatan telah kembali segar,dan pahala telah ditetapkan bagi yang terus berusaha..."

"tenanglah kerana akhir dari perjalanan itu adalah kebaikan,hasilnya adalah kesenangan,dan penutupnya adalah kemuliaan.."

"...Kamu tidak mengetahui barangkali Allah mengadakan sesudah itu suatu hal yang baru. (Ath-Thalaq:1) "

Tuhan,hanya kepadamu aku serahkan segala duka di hati...hanya Engkau yang maha mengetahui.. Pulihkan hatiku...Biarlah cintaku hanya untukMu ya Allah..Aku tidak ingin diperdaya cinta dunia lagi...
Hanya kepadamu aku berserah dan bertawakal...
Sesungguhnya aku mempercayai janji-janjiMu Ya Tuhan...
Aku pasrah...
walau kenyataan menyakitkan...
Aku terima dengan hati yang terbuka..

Disini..wassalam la kisah kita...takkan ada ulangan..takkan ada cubaan...

REMINDER : Dont look for me again...I already delete all your information...
You and me are history...I dont want to hear your voice..I dont want to see your
face...i just dont know you...

Mode : Stonecold vs Rock habes...rindu yang itu...I get what i want..Thz to Allah..