03 November 2010

courage or pride?


Finally,
I managed to reply his msg with a simple words
"sentap sungguh ayat anda"
heh~ if he can ever understand it...

Now, it is not about courage anymore..


it's about pride..
i do have courage to do more than you can imagine...
but there is always an invisible line that is separating us...
and as if there is such thing as US anymore....

a new life begun the moment you wake up
and i wish i could do that..
but then,
the moment i woke up,
the first thing i notice is the pain in my heart...

geezz i guess this is one of the fc's for my health prob..

"But if I let you go,I will never know, What my life would be..."

"Night after night, I hear myself sayin´ , Why can´t this feeling just fade away? "
Allah...
that's all i can say...

"Ujian adalah guru yang tidak bercakap, tetapi ia sangat mengajar dan mendidik. Ujian terkecil apalagi terbesar adalah takdir Allah. Yang mempunyai maksud tertantu. Kerana jahilnya kita, apabila ditimpa ujian samada secara langsung dari Allah atau melalui orang lain, kita mula melatah. Terasa Allah tidak adil, sengaja hendak menyusahkan kita. Atau kita menyalahkan orang yang mendatangkan ujian tersebut. Hati berdendam hati buruk sangka pada Allah yang mendatangkan ujian itu."




On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden Like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; Our Lord! Lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; Help us against those who stand against faith."
Al-Baqarah verse 286

with this as a reminder to myself...
be strong lady...
God love ya...
Jangan nak memberontak okeh?

Ujian sebenarnya melatih kita untuk mendapatkan sifat-sifat yang terpuji. Sabar, redha, tawakkal, baik sangka, mengakui diri sebagai hamba yang lemah, mendekatkan diri dengan Allah, harapkan pertolongan Allah....

Firman Allah dalam Surah Az Zumar;10 yang maksudnya:
     “Sesungguhnya diberi ganjaran orang sabar dengan pahala tanpa hisab.”


kecil atau besar dugaan seseorang itu dan dalam apa juga bentuk pun...latih diri untuk jadi penyabar...
this is your training ground before you can go to heaven...

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