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heyya readers...
well dalam sibuk2 kemas rumah..cik hijabalam sempat lagi menghabiskan buku ni dalam masa roughly 10hrs..
cerita dia sangat menarik..
tapi cik hijabalam bukan nk mengulas lanjut pasal jalan cerita novel ni...kalau nak tahu gi la baca sniri...

soo....
hmm
after effect of reading this book...
cik hijabalam sekarang rasa sgt prejudice terhdp kaum lelaki dan penuh dgn rasa marah dan benci.....
eh korang jangan salah sangka pulak...
ending novel harusla happy ending kan...
tp tu la...
i still feel skeptic...
ohh that is not a new behaviour...

there's one moment where sum1 close to me used to said WHILE LAUGHING kan...
'haha bahaya la budak ni...sangat skeptical....trust me plzz...dah sampai tak tahu beza between jokes and fact'
*oh x perlu la korang tawu wut has happened kan..kejadian berlaku dalam bas...*
org yg ckp tu org yg quite close with me and the one i trust la...

I owez remember his words...
'tahap skeptical budak ni bahayaaa nii...kak..jgn skeptic sgt..learnt to trust people..nant makan diri'

and i owez hear it rewinding in my head thousands of time everytime i am required to trust others...
hmmm

apa kaitan dgn novel and sifat sketical cik hijabalam?
huhuhuh

walaupun hanya dengan membaca...cik hijabalam punya tahap benci dan trust kat lelaki tu da jatuh tangga bawah dari negatif taw..and it scares me too...
i dun like it when i felt that way...
it shows that i am not being grateful..
i am not willing with the TEST gave by ALLAH...

okkk!!Okkkk!!stop preaching..
i believes human were given emotions to learn sumting from it also kan...
i need to take my own sweet time in dealing with this negativeee feelingssss kan....

neway this things of skeptical feelings continued when i went for a compulsory camp for TESLIANZ students....
and this times it relates with my leadership quality as well as my personal development...

hmmm...
dun ask...
i am disappointed with myself...but no worries..
i do learn a lot from all the activities...


p/s: i am a professional lady ok..the feeling of skepticality only applied when it comes to personal life situations...in works..i wont put in my hatred towards men together with the work....